Tuesday, 1 April 2008

25 years Sober

On Wednesday 19th March 2008 I celebrated 25 years continuous sobriety. I shared at my home group on Monday 31st March and read the following poem.

Keep Coming Back

this whole thing started with a drink

a drink that tasted nice

if I knew then what I know now

if I knew when and I knew how

I maybe would have made a vow

to stop and just think twice


although I drank for several years

with little ill effect

each week I drank a little more

and ended up upon the floor

and drank behind a closed locked door

and lost my self respect


So does your drinking cost you more

than money I was asked

of course not was my stern reply

the only one it costs is I

and life as it goes sailing by.

In ignorance I basked


the big book said that I was ill

I had an allergy

an allergy to alcohol

that made me drink and drink and all

the pain it gave me on withdrawal

was something I could see


I stuck around, keep coming back

was all that I would hear

keep coming back keep coming back

three words that kept me right on track

to understand and find the knack

of sober life, relieved of fear


the sober life is not a game

and can’t be done alone

so from my heart I thank you all

for easing pain both great and small

to beat my head against a wall

was all that I had known


so now today I'm twenty five

the years have slipped by fast

I’ve done enough each day I guess

to keep me from that awful mess

that alcohol would be my guest

I know I'm safe at last.